Growing up I was always quiet and shy. I was always told what to do, how to do and when to do it. I had to listen to my parents and older siblings and do as told. About 10 or so hormones kicked in and started to look at the porno magazines my brother had. Seeing all those hots girls sucking cock and getting fucked. I would always look at the hard cock and wish I was the girl. Once I was able to get hard I would jerk off on the pics in the mag. Then I started to see my older sisters panties and things. So I would take a pair of her panties and put them on and prance around, it felt amazing. My friends and I then started to jerk off together like everyday, talk about girls and all that stuff. I would lie all the time about girls to them. Then go home and put panties on and rub my dick. That is when I kinda thought I might be a fag. As I got older I got a few girlfriends and play around and when they turned their back I would steal their panties and things. Go home and put them on and jerk off. I would steal from my buddies moms and sisters only their sexy things. All the rest of my girlfriends caught dressed up in their things and left me. I knew rite then and there I truly must be a fag. I love to dress up and prance around acting like a bimbo slut doll!!! I love it!!! Now I''m 54 years old single and still wear panties and things. I have always dreamed about sucking a big hard cock.. My whole life now I can't stop thinking and dreaming about sucking a Cock!! I am a Faggot and I love Cock! I know I could suck a Cock so good! I want it I need it I crave it I dream of it!! Cock is on my mind 24/7!!! I WANT TO SUCK A COCK SO BAD! I really and truly want to meet other panty Sissy Gurls to dress up together and go out or just dress up like total Sissy Bimbo Sluts! The more we act like dumb Sissy Bimbo bitchs the better!! I will Finally Admit the truth, " I AM GAY I LOVE COCK "!! COCK is the thing that makes me silly like a Gurl! NO PUSSY FOR A FAGGOT LIKE ME!! I love being teased and humiliated about being a Sissy Panty Cock Loving Faggot!! ALL I WANT TO DO IS SUCK BIG HARD COCK ALL DAY LONG!!!